*obvious-calamity

"YOU GOT ALL OF THAT FOR LESS THAN TEN DOLLARS!!!"

Just the way things will come to be.

So I applied for this position at my work...which I doubt I'll get hired for. I've put five years in and haven't gotten shit out of it. It sort of makes me feel like a stupid mutt that keeps coming back even after it gets constantly kicked in the ribs...it is sort of demeaning to perpetuate this foolishness. It is however a source of stability...but at a price. When you are skilless and a masked cretin...sometimes options can be quite limited. Perhaps, I think...the inevitable reality will be that it might just be time to move along. I don't know...it would be nice to have something a little more solid and certain...instead of walking around with a busted pinata for a head...trying to hold the holes together to keep from losing the goods...or the bads really.

Maybe I'll just forget about the whole ordeal...and get lost in a sandwich. Maybe I'll continue to toss ideas at the wall...like a rubber ball...where they'll only bounce back and again. Maybe I'll do nothing at all.

Maybe I'll draw a picture of an idiot.